Life of a small boar

I don't know how many of you knows that I'm a lover of eggs. Anything egg, boiled egg, hard boiled, half boiled, fried egg, scrambled egg, mashed egg, steamed egg, egg tart, egg sandwich, egg salad... whatever... Often, I feel a little guilty by using up 2-3 eggs in my cooking everyday, watching the number of eggs in the fridge disappearing linearly, sometimes exponentially. But you see, one egg at a time is just not enough. You can't taste the egg in the dish.

Last night, my sis came home beaming, telling me that she bought super size egg with normal price from one of her students. Man, I've never seen chicken eggs as big as these, it ws kinda spooky at first, like looking at mutated eggs.

Due to the finals, i spent the past 3-4 weeks camping in IRC, UTP's library with my coursemates. When things got bored, this is what we do...

As cam-whoring became a normal routine in irc, i started taking photos everywhere I go. =P And I found the place that gives the best lighting, resulting in nice photos. The toilet!!! ^0^

Went to Midvalley Megamall today with my sis.

First time I stepped into a 'real' shopping mall since Dec last year. Finally, I feel alive again =D

I was supposed to write this weeks ago, but with finals and all, I was just too lazy to sit down and write a proper post.

On the night before 2nd of May, a friend invited me to go mountain hiking. I was supposed to have praise and worship practice on that particular day, but I talked my worship team leader into letting me off. Seriously, I was kinda worried on how to face God if I happen to fall down the cliff and transported back 'home' during the climb. Good thing He decided it wasn't my time yet ^.^ In fact, I believed later that I was meant to go because along the journey, I learnt several valuable lessons. Understandings on some things just popped into my head one after another.

I was still lively and bubbly at the start, enjoying the view, the breeze and the relaxation of the walk, thinking that it would be just like that throughout the journey. Naive.... Not long after we started, i started to pant. There weren't any proper route and some parts were pretty sloppy. Man, I was so out of shape, stamina gone down the valley. I bet my Taekwon-do coach won't dare to admit that I was once in the Shadow Team >.<). Thanks to a friend who noticed my discomfort( I bet it was pretty obvious >.<)he gave me his hand and guided me through the rest of the climb. With his assuring lead, my senses came slowly back to me, relieved somehow to feel that there's someone I can rely on physically. He was very encouraging, talking and motivating me all the way. Mostly, i only manage to nod and smile. But many things were running through my mind.

1. Finishing the race
The first thing that ran through my mind was pastor's repeated urging for us to run and finish the race. The spiritual race for every Christian is not an easy one. We need to be strong enough not only to face obstacles but also the overcome our own weaknesses. Most times when the spirit is willing, our body tend to fail us. So weak is our body. However, we must make our body obey us, and not submitting to its frailness.

2. Importance of brothers and sisters in Christ
Many times when I felt like just giving up, his endless motivations kept me going. No one can run the race alone, we all need someone to pull us up when we stumble.

3. Recognizing God's presence and learn to rely on Him
Often, we feel safe when we can see help physically. I can trust immediately in the aid that came with his extended hand but often, when God tried to reach out to us, to comfort and hold us in our fear, the lack of faith in Him prevented us from receiving the peace He guaranteed us. I must learn to rely and walk towards God's open arms just as I had accepted my friend's help without doubt.

4. Greatest fall/obstacle may come just right before we finish the race
The destination was just 2 meters away, one last slope and I could proudly say i conquered the hill. But as I raised my right foot, pain shot through my muscle, all the way up my thigh and I can't help but collapse. I experienced one the worst cramp I've ever had. Things got worse when I tried to move my left leg and the same thing happened. Cramp on both legs, that was a first. I had to sit down with my legs stretched for 10 whole minutes before I can relax the muscle.

5. Fix our sight on the Lord/ mind over body
If we focus on finishing the race instead of the hardship or fear for our surroundings, we gain more strength to move forward. At the end of the day, everything will be worth it. One example from the bible was Peter walking on water. He made a few steps when he fixed his eyes on Jesus, but when he looked around and saw the roaring sea, fear seeped into him and he began to drown.

The climb was a great experience. Though it was hard for me, and I still felt wobbly a long time after reaching the top, the value of this experience is inexplicable. Still, I managed to take some photos. =P

I'm beginning to face the consequences of my 'black-out' period earlier this semester. Each and every paper I took are coming back to me one by one, telling me that I'm so gonna flunk this sem =( I have no idea how to save myself. It seems so impossible, final's gonna be much harder than the tests. How?? Lord, save me T.T