Life of a small boar

No mood
Why
Because my life is so unhappening that I'm bored?
Or because so much things happened that I'm tired
Funny, I can't even tell the difference

Sick, for over 10 days now....
Sick of being sick
Hope I shed some kilos

Frustrated
with the slow internet connection
not much I can do on line

Malaysia is sooo happening, eh?
Hope someone will soon circulate proof of atlantulya with N*a-hem*
That will certainly be more interesting

Sorry guys, for disappearing. There's no internet connection back home. I thought of updating once I reach uni, but for some unknown reason, my laptop is spoiled. It's still working the day before I left. So, I don't know. Have to wait till I go back Kch for CNY, and send it to the 'hospital'.

Holiday have been great. I took some interesting photos and did fun stuff. I'll update more when I'm settled. I've been back for 5 days yet the Residential Office still cannot confirm with me which village I'm staying! Grrr.... When will they learn to be more efficient? I sent in the application to move last semester. They have 3 whole months to process it. Don't understand.

Still, being back here have been fun. though it have been nothing but zhong ruan practice. It's awesome to be able to play new songs. But I should give it a break on the coming weekend, my fingers look no less like a cooked lobster. Hurts even when they brushes gently against something.

So yea, I'll update more soon =P

Do I look like a pretty South African?
I know I'm pretty dark, yet fair by their standard, still.....

Question of the day:
Why do I keep attracting the blacks!!!!

Just want to share with you all, something I produced during the one hour Signal&System lecture today.

Starts with a smile, ends with a yawn
Indicating the enthusiasm, initially
Grasp within a thin net, eventually
Net is loaded, thread stretched
And no matter how hard we try
Lost in dreamland we all end

&

Signal, continuous or discrete
Yearning of no sort I have for it
Signal, analogue or digital
Tear my sanity, limb to limb
Exponential, with or without omega
Made on Earth, I'm sure, not for me

One thing I don't understand about these government universities, is why they need so many set of our certified certificates, and our passport size photos. We sent a set of our photyostated certs to them when we were applied for admission, now they need another set. What did they do with the previous set? Throw them away? And our photos, what do they want 10 of my passport photos for? To drool over them? Then every year when we apply for a place in the hostel, we need to give them another set of certs, not this much though, and 2 more passport size photos. The following year, another 2 photos. What did they do with the previous 2?

Sometimes I wonder why we(most women) tend do shop or eat when we're stressed. Are we influenced by tv shows and dramas that usually show heart-broken ladies stuffing cheesecakes down their throats after spending outrageously on things we don't actually need?

Weird enough, we do have the urge to do exactly these when we're pushed hard on the other side. But what are we actually trying to do? What do we want to prove?

I believe that we are trying to take control on our lives where we still can. studies, work, projects, we might be pushed by deadlines where we had no choice but to work extra time or sacrifice some other things to satisfy our superiors. let off the hook, hot and frustrated, we try to show that we can and will still do whatever we want and tickles our fancy.

Shopping and eating being the two biggest pleasure of women's life, it gradually became two of the most forbidden. Shop too much, you'll be broke. Eat too much, you'll be fat. So after being deprived off these, it naturally became our source of solace when we're pressured, or when life is out of control.

Ironically, weren't we supposed to be controling ourselves from overdoing it, these sin-considered-acts for women nowadays? Letting loose all guards and losing ourselves in desires, aren't these losing grip for real?