Life of a small boar

Sent an email to my supplier, and this came back. So disheartening >.<

Just in case it's too small to be read, here's what it says

"Today is our replacement holiday in Malaysia. I will be back to office on tomorrow, 8 June 2010."

why my company don't have? why? why? why?

For months, I was very unhappy. In fact, I've never been more depressed. I wake up in dread every day and go to sleep feeling stressed about the next day every Sunday night. Happiest moment is when the clock strike 6pm on Friday night, and for a few hours, I feel released. However, upon waking up on Saturday morning, I dread for Monday again. Yea, that was how bad my Monday blues were.

However, things had taken a better change since the last few weeks. Now I feel happy almost everyday. Even if I'm not happy, at least I look forward to everyday. I'll tell you why.


Let's start with Monday.

Monday
Because it marks a new week and that means another week down/nearer to the end of my internship.

Tuesday
Because it's one day nearer to Friday.

Wednesday
Refer to the answer above.

Thursday
I know today will past very fast and when I go to sleep this night, it'll be Friday when I wake up.

Friday
It's Friday! Need I say more?

Saturday
I can meet my bf/friends/sister or just go out and pamper myself. Feels good =) Plus going to church whenever I'm in PJ and going makan-makan with church members after service.

Sunday
Same as above minus the church and plus I know that when I wake up the next day, weeks left to my internship will minus one!


Zha Dou???? Kek Tiok?? =P But seriously, I feel more happy than relaxed when I keep up this kind of attitude. Of course, a big part is also try as much as I can not to worry and leave things in God's hands.

Although my reasons for being happy sounds kinda lame, but I do progress better now that my mood is lifted. So all in all, things are better now =)

I had this conversation with a lecturer last sem, whom I bug with every little problem occurred on my ETP's little circuit board.



Me: Wow, how do you know there's problem there? Is that supposed to influence this?

Him: We know it's not supposed to cause problem. But experience tells me this occur when you do that.

Me: Then how am I supposed to debug if problem comes from a place not supposed to have problem? Debug everything?

Him: Yes, debug everything, for now. When you're experienced, you'll know where to look for illogical bug.

Me: @.@



How true. Now what the heck is wrong with my PCB?? When did Wiegand wire is heard of causing false trigger? Problem found and solved. But why?????? Either illogical things do happen in science, or our brain is still too limited to understand.

It's just a long dark tunnel.

The only difference it makes when I advance is that it gets smaller with each step, leaving me more suffocated. There's no turning back, there's no light up front either. Stagnant is not a choice.

Therefore, suffocate myself it is......