Life of a small boar

Worst tragic that could happen, ever.......

I think I better stick to lol

LOLSSSSsssss

As I was about to wake up this morning, right before the alarm went off, perhaps, I dreamt that it was the last 10 minutes of work that day. Vivid clear was a big, round clock that showed with its short hand almost to 6 and its long hand at 10.

What an irony. How disappointing.

Now I seriously believe we dream what we feel. There are still a lot of other unexplained dream though. Swimming is just one of the 3 most frequent dream. The other 2, I'll get into that next time.

Last night, I again dreamt of swimming. It had been getting more and more frequent to dream of myself in the water. Sometimes, I was in a hotel's pool, swimming to and fro rapidly. Sometimes, I was underwater, but found myself amazingly capable of breathing underwater. Occasionally, I was swimming against the waves in the sea, struggling to an unknown place.

This time, I was swimming along the coast, escaping from one side of an island to the other side. It was raining heavily, and all I knew was to get away, as if something was chasing me. I saw a big iron gate in a distance, I didn't know how I got there, but swim I did. I climbed over the gate and landed myself in a normal-looking primary school. The only weird thing is that everywhere seemed to be wet and even in the classrooms, rain dripped through the roofs but class went on undisturbed, neither by the rain nor by my presence.

As I have dreamt so much of swimming lately, I got curious and actually looked up the dream encyclopedia. According to it, when a person dream of swimming, it usually means trying to take control of oneself emotionally, or undergoing a big emotional change. I guess this makes sense as almost everyday I need to prepare myself for work and telling myself over and over again that I don't hate my work, assuring myself countless time that this is good for me and basically trying to hypnotize myself into liking it. Guess I can expect myself more swimming sessions in my dream....

Random things I've come to forget, revived again while browsing through The Gang's blog.

1. Karen and I are sooo bloody 'rou-ma'. *chilly~~*

2. There was this thing called Neopets. Sorta remember I had 2 pets there.

3. Merlvyn was mentioned in 90% of my posts. OMG.

4. My face looked so distorted last time.

5. Fui Tze wrote ONE very interesting entry. haha

6. Karen was the most active blogger. *WOW*

7. Lots of dark secret inside. *Shhhhh*

8. We were so dungu in getting around KL. *sakai-nya*

9. We were such semangat, energetic bunch of people. Now so laid back. *old dy?*

10. We actually planned our meet up in KLCC. Lolss... of all place. =P

11. Karen said: 'If you want to be successful in life, trust me, don't play DoTA' this really tickles me, I dunno why =P

12. I actually pestered Karen for a testimonial on Friendster. =____='

13. I suddenly became much closer to Liaw at one time during diploma, when I needed constant comforting. *why i'm such a baby? 0.o* but then... *thanks, gal. Hugs*

14. Edrea revived the gang's blog during her intern. =)

15. via tried her best to be active(I think), and wrote, erm, 3 entries? *haha XD*


conclusion,
I LOVE you guys. HuGGi3Ssssssss

I used to buy the smallest size available for my facial wash/toner/body shampoo.

I used to pour generous amount of body shampoo on my palm and carelessly let them drip while i wash myself.

I used to pull out toilet paper, as much/as long as my hand can stretch for each use.

I used to pour lots of oatmeal/milo/cereal into my cup and throw them away if I can't finish them.

.........................all these because I LOVE the thrill of going shopping for new ones when they finish



Now, I cant do that anymore

Now, last few drops of facial wash can last me probably another fortnight.

Now, body shampoo is carefully poured on a sponge and spread across myself by scrubbing the sponge.

Now, I think of how much toilet paper I need and take accordingly.

Now, I take half the serving of previous oatmeal/cereal and add only when I still crave them.

.........................all these because I'm BROKE