Life of a small boar

I'm captivated mostly by a song's lyrics and not its melody
I remember a song by its lyrics

When I try to recall a song;
give me the opening lyric and 99% i will recall the whole song
give me 1st verse's tune and I'll give you a blank look

Here's one of my all time favorite

Dekat padaMu itu rinduku
Setiap kataku Kau pun menuggu
Tak kusangka, kutemukan Satu kasih yang abadi
Kini kudatang, dan kubawa hidupku

ps. I miss tamborine dancing with Diane

Singer: 薛之谦
Lyrics：陈耀川
Composer：薛之谦
Song Title:梦开始的原点


一步一步和自己追逐
没有极限的路途
终点在不远处
时间已开始倒数
记分牌上清楚的写着
我得到的分数
我不得不承认
我已付出了全部
Step by step I race against myself
on an endless route
destination is somewhere within grasp
the countdown has started
the scoreboard shows clearly
scores I've made so far
I have to admit
I've give it my all


就让我的心回到
梦开始的原点
有多少白天黑夜
忍着眼泪流着汗水
我坚持走到今天
我愿用生命表演
成败与得失之间
告诉自己坦然面对
就算我最后只能带着微笑流着泪水
我已经尽力而为
我可以无怨无悔
Let me return to the time
when dream was first found
countless days and nights of
resisting the flows of tears with my sweats
I've come this far
willing now to perform with my life

win and defeat, gain and loss
i told myself to face it take it as it is
even if at the end I can only smile with tears flowing
I have tried my best
I have no regrets


已经忘了桌上的日历
翻过多少辛苦
对自己说我不在乎
不到最后我不认输
记分牌上清楚的写着
我完成的记录
我不得不承认
我以付出了全部
I have forgotten the calender on the desk
how much records of hardship it bears
I told myself 'it's alright'
that I fight till the end
the scoreboard shows clearly
records of my past journeys
I have to admit
I have give it my all


这一刻我让记忆回到梦开始的原点
有多少白天黑夜
忍着伤痛流着汗水
就怕输赢的关键
我还是差了一点
成败与得失之间
告诉自己坦然面对
就算我最后只能带着微笑流下泪水
感动已装满心田
我早已无怨无悔
At this moment, let me return
to when dream was first found
countless of days and nights
resisting tears flowing with my sweats

Fear that the thin line between victory and defeat
I needed just that lil bit more in me
between gain and loss
I told myself to face it as it is
even if I have to smile with tears in the end
Hearts have been touched
I have no more regrets

我早已无怨无悔
I have no more regrets

For 1 - 2 weeks, I had a good natural sleeping routine alert system. Perhaps due to the increased workload, I started feeling sleepy at 10pm++ and by 11.30pm max, I'll be sleeping soundly through the night. Then I'd wake up the next morning a few minutes before my alarm ring feeling fresh and anew.

This week, perhaps also due to increased hour in front of the lappie, my brain is in such a full swing that it refused to shut down at night. I don't feel sleepy at night when I off my light at 11.40pm++, had hard time going to sleep with so many things going through my mind and when I wake up in the morning, I felt like I hadn't really slept. Tired and sleepy.

However, once I clean up, had breakfast and walk to work, my brain's occupied with countless of things that by the time I reach office, it's already fully activated. Brain's more than ready to work, while my heart's beating wearily. Good or bad? haizzz

I think I have yet to come back to Earth after Thomas Cup. My brain's catching up on all the lost years and my heart can't contain the emotional rush. I feel emo and high almost all the time.

Kinda geram I eventually stopped following badminton news after I went to UTP. Now I go through their highs and lows in such a speed I can experience sadness, happiness and bursting pride over and over in 1 night @.@

I know no one's interested, but my next few posts will most probably consist of continuous reports of them over the years. Will be super happy if any of you like this sharing, else, well it's for my own record =)

I saw this on my 7-year-old niece's facebook, and I find it very cute. =P

One of the most frequent shout out/wall post we see among our peers would be

For months, I was very unhappy. In fact, I've never been more depressed. I wake up in dread every day and go to sleep feeling stressed about the next day every Sunday night. Happiest moment is when the clock strike 6pm on Friday night, and for a few hours, I feel released. However, upon waking up on Saturday morning, I dread for Monday again. Yea, that was how bad my Monday blues were.

However, things had taken a better change since the last few weeks. Now I feel happy almost everyday. Even if I'm not happy, at least I look forward to everyday. I'll tell you why.


Let's start with Monday.

Monday
Because it marks a new week and that means another week down/nearer to the end of my internship.

Tuesday
Because it's one day nearer to Friday.

Wednesday
Refer to the answer above.

Thursday
I know today will past very fast and when I go to sleep this night, it'll be Friday when I wake up.

Friday
It's Friday! Need I say more?

Saturday
I can meet my bf/friends/sister or just go out and pamper myself. Feels good =) Plus going to church whenever I'm in PJ and going makan-makan with church members after service.

Sunday
Same as above minus the church and plus I know that when I wake up the next day, weeks left to my internship will minus one!


Zha Dou???? Kek Tiok?? =P But seriously, I feel more happy than relaxed when I keep up this kind of attitude. Of course, a big part is also try as much as I can not to worry and leave things in God's hands.

Although my reasons for being happy sounds kinda lame, but I do progress better now that my mood is lifted. So all in all, things are better now =)